feels like

interpret as needed.

funnies.

Ouch. [I had no idea it was so out of control.]

this sucks.

"I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of .b.r.o.k.e.n. thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way"

Alright. You have your wish. I am completely cut out of your life, so you can move on. You hurt me if that was your intention. And I am officially done. That's how it goes right? That's what you taught me? Now I know how Abbie and Malinda must feel. It's the exact same position. And I've seen you do it to so many others. completely cut someone out of your life because you felt you weren't as close anymore, don't work to fix it, just ignore them completely. yes. thats how it is supposed to be done. thank you for teaching me how to completely cut someone out of my life.

Remember Singing This Song On The Swings?

"The best day of my life is all thanks to you
Precious remembrance sickle rainy day on February
Few scenes from my life or moments mean more to me than our fine nights,
I remember like yesterday, the time of my life

Please don't leave me without saying goodbye
Please don't leave me without saying goodbye
Without saying goodbye
As week days and week days ran once
I'll be found staring back in time"

It's been a while since I've listened to Starting Line. It makes me think about things. We'll see how Sunday goes. I think it is important. Who knows? Maybe I will just copy and paste last years entry.